HEARTRhythm

Well, it happen today.
Because I saw his from the back,
I know who he is.
My heart pumps very strong.
and I didn't see him with eye to eye.
That's very disappointing of me.

But I do consider as FATE.

Free-DOM

Oh. Finally free...
Not everyone knows about my absence.
But I will miss them after this.

For now i will laze around and go holiday.
I will tell when it is the right timing.
So sorry Group 73.

decisions; period of time

This few days I keep thinking about my SPM(U) result.
The thoughts in my mind bring me another risk.
My Semester 1 result also.
I make up my mind first:
1. If my BM didn't get credit, I will leave nursing for good and do interior design.
2. If my Semester 1 didn't reach my minimum GPA score, I will also leave nursing for good also.
......leave quietly......
I can't take it when some incident in my head makes me remember that I every night before I sleep. It's difficult to let go especially it happen in front of me. Some more I will get terrified when I see dead body like my late grandmother funeral that period. I can never eat properly and I can go starving for 3 days if not mistaken (Last Office). It's hard to heal. 
It makes me think that nursing doesn't have a life. Even my friends pity on me and it's hard to get together with them. I really miss them back from the days we used to be together. I still like to travel and shopping... 
I still like designing in the sense that I mix colour and draw funny n funky stuff.
My Dad said before:

You don't do it to just earn money, do it with PASSION and love your job for many years to come... without regrets. 

I will tell my mom about it on Thursday after my morning shift... until then i will make my decision with her.  

------ preparing for afternoon shift, Signing Off...... <3 you ALL, Peace!!

October 9

Finally I re-open my blog.

It's been a while since last year I didn't open,

Last February wrote once & didn't bother.

and now,

I will try to write once a week.

To reflect what I have been doing and motivate myself.

Well last WEEK......

It's a exam week. Tired.

A lot of things I didn't finish revising.

I even not sure I can pass or not.

but my OSCE confirm pass, X doubt.

I will put more effort to do my best for P&P2, BMS 1 & BMS 2

我真的不懂我在心和脑里相什么......

一直想‘他’......

如果‘他’真的暗恋我,

那’他‘应该message我.

想起去年时,

我们第一次面对面讲话.

平时我看你,你看我......

拴了,

我们如果有缘分,

一定会在路上碰面得......

doing NURSING is not that easy... Signing OFF~

Febuary 7

It's been a while...
Few more weeks left for the results.
I've been lack of sleep...
Dunno what I'm thinking also...
Who cares?!!

I just register for driving lessons,
I can't wait to get my P license on the 8th March...
Drive around with the 'tanker'...
Maybe... add a few of friends to hop on my ride...

Kwang Hua St. John 11th MUT

Hi, everyone!

Kwang Hua St. John 11th Anniversary is finally here!!!
If you want to come...
here is the details:

DATE: 1st of August 2009
TIME: 12pm-6pm
VENUE: SMJK Kwang Hua school Hall
ATTIRE: Casual wear

U can get the ticket from our St. John members....
The price is RM 8.
Hurry!!! U won't want to MISS the fun N excitement!!!

is been a while i had didn't use the blog....
A lot of things had happen for the past few weeks...
from breaking up with some,
to improve myself to be motivated by a well-known speaker,
to handling the drama for MUT...
to finish my piano pieces...
BUSY BUSY BUSY....

come to think about it....
I didn't have rest at all....
and i quite miss my grams after 4 weeks of tragedy...
after so many weeks already,
my mom n bro didn't say a thing after a argue...
I'm sick n tired to be the 3rd party....

MUT coming up...
my acting has been finish...
i hope i can make it though every sweat that i take....

rachel ~