Monday, August 6


I saw J again while driving to college again last Tuesday.. I hate that... what most of my friends said is 'FATE'. Nonsense!! This kind of fate is just coincidence... Because he stays nearby my secondary school. It's just happen, eye to eye looking to each other without a wink...

Final week for SEM 2, till then still a bunch of work incomplete. Even I have problem using photoshop to touch up my work.... Totally very BUSY this week...

Here's a gift to YOU that I will win my Client's heart on selecting my design.

----- AutoCAD time!! - Signing OFF!! -----

Saturday, July 28


3 more weeks left till Sem break... there's so many to finish. Sometime I may think I'm a workaholic.. I never feel tired till I lie down, eyes close till the next day... Sleepless, Panda-eyes, dark circle are mostly the common I will come out from my mouth.. But I NEVER regret what I did this far... B and 10 are always my supporter wherever we do and always will do together... Never Alone...

Predictably I screwed when I choose J as a leader and never do as a part. Keep telling to myself to keep clam and cool... But still deadline are almost here, still in chilling way... Sometimes I just want to blast myself off; in another words saying without thinking (scolding)..

D always trying to trigger / pisses me off whenever I doing my work seriously... I hate that.. I have a Hunch that this D trying to get me over to him... Ya.. dream on MAN.. 'YOU ARE NOT MY TYPE' SORRY~ =P

I hate this (<3) for now.. It's just being annoyed when I rest my brain on screen for too long.. As specially that H.. I will not forgive you till I rest in peace... Don't let me see you in the future, begging me.. There's no CURE for sorry...

I just Hope my design can buy off my customer's taste!! fighting!!

---tittle post stated, time to resume--- Rachel

Saturday, June 23

ID complicated Life

I'm back again...
with new style of life..
a complete 360 degree change..
now i'm already semester 2 week 9..
come to think that i have met such nice, supportive friends and lecturers..
even i didn't think that my life can be such a wonderful some times..
put in all the effort that i have can be a biggest winner to myself!!

Already few months past..
after the incident that he did to me..
i NEVER trusted any of my guy friends any more..  but not all...
is like been a threat to me..
some times a girl can be hurt by him just because he is just to good to him..
RUBBISH just to say that i don't have feelings for you, it's over..
I just want to tell 'him' and all the guys out there:
"I don't need you to depend on just because you said you loved me, 
that it just a LIE,
thanks for bugging in and out of my life just for the sake of FUN, and don't you even dare to come back to my life saying you regret living, YOU MORON..
screw you for the rest of your life on EARTH.."
FYI: until now, I'm still in one piece.. Thank YOU!!

-busy with Site Surveying Draft and new project for Cafe Design, signing out..-