HEARTRhythm

Well, it happen today.
Because I saw his from the back,
I know who he is.
My heart pumps very strong.
and I didn't see him with eye to eye.
That's very disappointing of me.

But I do consider as FATE.

Free-DOM

Oh. Finally free...
Not everyone knows about my absence.
But I will miss them after this.

For now i will laze around and go holiday.
I will tell when it is the right timing.
So sorry Group 73.

decisions; period of time

This few days I keep thinking about my SPM(U) result.
The thoughts in my mind bring me another risk.
My Semester 1 result also.
I make up my mind first:
1. If my BM didn't get credit, I will leave nursing for good and do interior design.
2. If my Semester 1 didn't reach my minimum GPA score, I will also leave nursing for good also.
......leave quietly......
I can't take it when some incident in my head makes me remember that I every night before I sleep. It's difficult to let go especially it happen in front of me. Some more I will get terrified when I see dead body like my late grandmother funeral that period. I can never eat properly and I can go starving for 3 days if not mistaken (Last Office). It's hard to heal. 
It makes me think that nursing doesn't have a life. Even my friends pity on me and it's hard to get together with them. I really miss them back from the days we used to be together. I still like to travel and shopping... 
I still like designing in the sense that I mix colour and draw funny n funky stuff.
My Dad said before:

You don't do it to just earn money, do it with PASSION and love your job for many years to come... without regrets. 

I will tell my mom about it on Thursday after my morning shift... until then i will make my decision with her.  

------ preparing for afternoon shift, Signing Off...... <3 you ALL, Peace!!

October 9

Finally I re-open my blog.

It's been a while since last year I didn't open,

Last February wrote once & didn't bother.

and now,

I will try to write once a week.

To reflect what I have been doing and motivate myself.

Well last WEEK......

It's a exam week. Tired.

A lot of things I didn't finish revising.

I even not sure I can pass or not.

but my OSCE confirm pass, X doubt.

I will put more effort to do my best for P&P2, BMS 1 & BMS 2

我真的不懂我在心和脑里相什么......

一直想‘他’......

如果‘他’真的暗恋我,

那’他‘应该message我.

想起去年时,

我们第一次面对面讲话.

平时我看你,你看我......

拴了,

我们如果有缘分,

一定会在路上碰面得......

doing NURSING is not that easy... Signing OFF~

Febuary 7

It's been a while...
Few more weeks left for the results.
I've been lack of sleep...
Dunno what I'm thinking also...
Who cares?!!

I just register for driving lessons,
I can't wait to get my P license on the 8th March...
Drive around with the 'tanker'...
Maybe... add a few of friends to hop on my ride...